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Feb. 27th, 2002 02:52 pmI was feeling better today. Donna and I went thrifting at lunchtime, and it was fun. I almost felt like myself again when we got back. Then, I started thinking. Big mistake.
I don't know how on earth I got to this, but I was reminded anew that in two years (or less), most of the people close to me will have moved away. A few days ago, my focus was different. I didn't think I'd be alone when they all disappeared.
Things are going to start changing fast, pretty soon. A few days ago I was embracing the future with open arms. Now I'm hiding from it.
I don't know how on earth I got to this, but I was reminded anew that in two years (or less), most of the people close to me will have moved away. A few days ago, my focus was different. I didn't think I'd be alone when they all disappeared.
Things are going to start changing fast, pretty soon. A few days ago I was embracing the future with open arms. Now I'm hiding from it.