little noises

aggielad mentioned this morning that today is the feast day of St. Therese of Lisieux. I'm not Catholic, but Christian history always interests me, so I followed the link to learn about her. In the quotes section I found something that really jumped out at me. It's from one of her letters:

The practice of charity, as I have said, dear Mother, was not always so sweet for me, and to prove it to you I am going to recount certain little struggles which will certainly make you smile. For a long time at evening meditation, I was placed in front of a Sister who had a strange habit and I think many lights because she rarely used a book during meditation. This is what I noticed: as soon as this Sister arrived, she began making a strange little noise which resembled the noise one would make when rubbing two shells, one against the other. I was the only one to notice it because I had extremely sensitive hearing (too much so at times). Mother, it would be impossible for me to tell you how much this little noise wearied me. I had a great desire to turn my head and stare at the culprit who was very certainly unaware of her "click." This would be the only way of enlightening her. However, in the bottom of my heart I felt it was much better to suffer this out of love for God and not to cause the Sister any pain. I remained calm, therefore, and tried to unite myself to God and to forget the little noise. Everything was useless. I felt the perspiration inundate me, and I was obliged simply to make a prayer of doing it without annoyance and with peace and joy, at least in the interior of my soul. I tried to love the little noise which was so displeasing; instead of trying not to hear it (impossible), I paid close attention so as to hear it well, as though it were a delightful concert, and my prayer (which was not the Prayer of Quiet) was spent in offering this concert to Jesus.
- Saint Therese of Lisieux, from Story of a Soul

Isn't that great? I have so many "little noises" in my life that drive me nuts. Maybe what I need to do is stop trying to ignore them and start acknowledging them, to God and to myself. That's my lesson for the day. Learn to love the little noise.

Only funny line from Good Morning Miami last night [about a new clip art graphic]: "Why is the sun wearing sunglasses? I mean....he's the sun. What is he shading himself from?"

Hace frio hoy. Apparently we're skipping fall this year. I've been in Memphis most of my life, yet its bizarre weather never ceases to amaze or annoy me.

I'm sad because I have band practice tonight, so I can't go to Bible study with Evan. Next week, my "off" week, I'll be in the midst of a business conference and will probably have to go to a dinner or something. :( Also, Derek Webb is playing at First Evangelical tonight and I can't go to that either. However, he's having a concert at a local college on Friday night, so Evan and I are planning to see him then. That'll be good.

( Survey from Jessica. Sorry I'm doing so many surveys lately. )

little noises

aggielad mentioned this morning that today is the feast day of St. Therese of Lisieux. I'm not Catholic, but Christian history always interests me, so I followed the link to learn about her. In the quotes section I found something that really jumped out at me. It's from one of her letters:

The practice of charity, as I have said, dear Mother, was not always so sweet for me, and to prove it to you I am going to recount certain little struggles which will certainly make you smile. For a long time at evening meditation, I was placed in front of a Sister who had a strange habit and I think many lights because she rarely used a book during meditation. This is what I noticed: as soon as this Sister arrived, she began making a strange little noise which resembled the noise one would make when rubbing two shells, one against the other. I was the only one to notice it because I had extremely sensitive hearing (too much so at times). Mother, it would be impossible for me to tell you how much this little noise wearied me. I had a great desire to turn my head and stare at the culprit who was very certainly unaware of her "click." This would be the only way of enlightening her. However, in the bottom of my heart I felt it was much better to suffer this out of love for God and not to cause the Sister any pain. I remained calm, therefore, and tried to unite myself to God and to forget the little noise. Everything was useless. I felt the perspiration inundate me, and I was obliged simply to make a prayer of doing it without annoyance and with peace and joy, at least in the interior of my soul. I tried to love the little noise which was so displeasing; instead of trying not to hear it (impossible), I paid close attention so as to hear it well, as though it were a delightful concert, and my prayer (which was not the Prayer of Quiet) was spent in offering this concert to Jesus.
- Saint Therese of Lisieux, from Story of a Soul

Isn't that great? I have so many "little noises" in my life that drive me nuts. Maybe what I need to do is stop trying to ignore them and start acknowledging them, to God and to myself. That's my lesson for the day. Learn to love the little noise.

Only funny line from Good Morning Miami last night [about a new clip art graphic]: "Why is the sun wearing sunglasses? I mean....he's the sun. What is he shading himself from?"

Hace frio hoy. Apparently we're skipping fall this year. I've been in Memphis most of my life, yet its bizarre weather never ceases to amaze or annoy me.

I'm sad because I have band practice tonight, so I can't go to Bible study with Evan. Next week, my "off" week, I'll be in the midst of a business conference and will probably have to go to a dinner or something. :( Also, Derek Webb is playing at First Evangelical tonight and I can't go to that either. However, he's having a concert at a local college on Friday night, so Evan and I are planning to see him then. That'll be good.

( Survey from Jessica. Sorry I'm doing so many surveys lately. )