so much to say
Jun. 25th, 2003 03:54 pmHola! I drank some coffee this morning to make my headache go away. Now I am so jittery it's not even funny. My hands will not stop shaking. Scary.
Last night I skipped Bible study to spend time with MaryElaine. We watched The Four Feathers. It was terrible. I guess that was partly my own fault, since I had no idea what war they were fighting, but generally it made little sense. We had fun laughing at it, though. :) Then we read awhile, and I finished HP and was very sad. But spending the last three nights at home has been great for me. I feel much more relaxed. I'm planning to go out with the guys after Wednesday study tonight, and I'm looking forward to it instead of feeling like, "Oh, another thing I have to go to." (Which reminds me: last week's study is now up on the mp3 page.) A little hermit-ness is good once in a while.
Wow, I have nothing else to say. I guess I'll do this survey.
PAST.
-first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Yelvington
-last words you said: "Bye" as my co-worker went back to her office
-last song you sang: "Are You Happy Now," Michelle Branch
-last thing you laughed at: the picture of me at Bubba Gump's next to the shrimp sign- I was just showing Susan my pictures
-last time you cried? last week sometime
.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: Hotel Paper, Michelle Branch
-what color socks are you wearing: no socks
-what's under your bed: too many crates and Tupperwares storing various things
-what time did you wake up today: 6 am
.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: I have no idea. My sister asked me this last night. Boy, I love being reminded that I have no direction in life.
-where are you going to live: probably here
-how many kids do you want: two
-what kind of car will you drive: I love my car and will drive it until it's on its last breath. Then hopefully I can get a Cabriolet. :)
.CURRENT.
-current hair: curly and Rogue-ish
-current clothes: diagonally striped sleeveless top, jean skirt, Mary Jane-ish shoes (pretty racy for work, really, but I thought this morning, why only wear denim on Friday?)
-current jewelry: blue Fossil watch, blue friendship ring made from shells, blue earrings
-current annoyance: the epileptic fit I seem to be having. I drank that coffee hours ago...this is getting ridiculous.
-current smell: my Pear Glace lotion
-current longing: for God to take away my friends' and family's problems
-current desktop picture: Jessica's "waves" wallpaper
-current favorite music artist: Lisa Loeb
-current book: Order of the Phoenix...now re-reading certain parts for theorizing purposes
-current hate: people who insist that I must not be a real Christian because I like certain things
-current favorite article of clothing: capri pants
-favorite physical feature on the opposite sex: eyes, hands
-one person you wish was here right now: Jessica! It's her turn to come visit!
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "I can't wait to come see you!" - e-mail to Em
-i am happiest when: I feel like I have made a difference in someone's life
-i feel lonely when: my friends are too busy with other people to spend time with me
-favorite authors: LM Montgomery, CS Lewis, Caroline B. Cooney
-do you think too much: yes
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Florida. Or Australia, but I think I'd miss America too much.
-famous person you have met: John Stamos. Sort of.
-do you have any regrets: Yes, but they were in God's plan, so I can't regret them too much.
-favorite coffee: caramel frappucino
-favorite smell: my pear candle (wow, I'm into pear lately)
-what makes you mad: my sinfulness
-favorite way to waste time: LJ, baby!
-what is your best quality: Well...I can read fast.
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Flown 1700 miles to meet people from online. :) (If you listen to my family, anyway)
-any bad habits: Do you want a list?
-last thing you bought yourself: the Michelle Branch CD
-bath or shower: Shower. I never feel clean after a bath.
-favorite season: spring
-favorite color: green and blue
-favorite time of day: 5:01 pm :)
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: La la laaaa!
.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: four
-do you wear a watch: yes
-favorite pants color: khaki
-most expensive item of clothing: My bridesmaid dress from MaryElaine's wedding, but I have an unfounded feeling that the yet-to-be-chosen dress for Kathy's wedding will be even more expensive.
.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: I think so
-what do they tend to be like: friendly, smart, generous, and Christian
-can you count on them: Most of them. :)
-can they count on you: I try to be count-on-able, but I know I let people down a lot.
.LAST.
-last book you read: Before OOTP, I was still working on Robert Jordan's Eye of the World.
-last movie you saw: The Four Feathers
-last movie you saw on the big screen: Finding Nemo
-last show you watched on tv: the Today show
-last song you heard: Michelle Branch, "Desperately"
-last thing you had to drink: iced tea
-last thing you ate: ice cream at Chick-fil-A
-last time you showered: last night
-last time you smiled: when I was showing Susan the pictures
-last time you laughed: at lunch, I think
-last person you hugged: MaryElaine
-last person you talked to online: I haven't chatted with anyone in forever. Probably Jessica or Shana.
-last person you talked to on the phone: the lady at Data Services who said I wasn't authorized to open a hotel, even though I've been the opening backup person for two years
.DO YOU.
-sleep with stuffed animals: yes
-have a dream that keeps coming back: Not the same dream, but there are recurring themes.
-play an instrument: yes
-believe there is life on other planets: Probably not, but I'm not God so I don't know for sure.
-read the newspaper: sometimes
-believe in miracles: yes
-consider yourself tolerant: Ooo, a touchy word, rife with meaning. I'll stay away.
-consider police a friend or foe: It depends on where you are. The Bartlett police are so bored, they'll pull you over for anything. Memphis police leave you alone.
-like the taste of alcohol: Not really. I do enjoy rum, though. And white wine occasionally.
-have any secrets: Are you kidding?
Last night I skipped Bible study to spend time with MaryElaine. We watched The Four Feathers. It was terrible. I guess that was partly my own fault, since I had no idea what war they were fighting, but generally it made little sense. We had fun laughing at it, though. :) Then we read awhile, and I finished HP and was very sad. But spending the last three nights at home has been great for me. I feel much more relaxed. I'm planning to go out with the guys after Wednesday study tonight, and I'm looking forward to it instead of feeling like, "Oh, another thing I have to go to." (Which reminds me: last week's study is now up on the mp3 page.) A little hermit-ness is good once in a while.
Wow, I have nothing else to say. I guess I'll do this survey.
PAST.
-first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Yelvington
-last words you said: "Bye" as my co-worker went back to her office
-last song you sang: "Are You Happy Now," Michelle Branch
-last thing you laughed at: the picture of me at Bubba Gump's next to the shrimp sign- I was just showing Susan my pictures
-last time you cried? last week sometime
.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: Hotel Paper, Michelle Branch
-what color socks are you wearing: no socks
-what's under your bed: too many crates and Tupperwares storing various things
-what time did you wake up today: 6 am
.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: I have no idea. My sister asked me this last night. Boy, I love being reminded that I have no direction in life.
-where are you going to live: probably here
-how many kids do you want: two
-what kind of car will you drive: I love my car and will drive it until it's on its last breath. Then hopefully I can get a Cabriolet. :)
.CURRENT.
-current hair: curly and Rogue-ish
-current clothes: diagonally striped sleeveless top, jean skirt, Mary Jane-ish shoes (pretty racy for work, really, but I thought this morning, why only wear denim on Friday?)
-current jewelry: blue Fossil watch, blue friendship ring made from shells, blue earrings
-current annoyance: the epileptic fit I seem to be having. I drank that coffee hours ago...this is getting ridiculous.
-current smell: my Pear Glace lotion
-current longing: for God to take away my friends' and family's problems
-current desktop picture: Jessica's "waves" wallpaper
-current favorite music artist: Lisa Loeb
-current book: Order of the Phoenix...now re-reading certain parts for theorizing purposes
-current hate: people who insist that I must not be a real Christian because I like certain things
-current favorite article of clothing: capri pants
-favorite physical feature on the opposite sex: eyes, hands
-one person you wish was here right now: Jessica! It's her turn to come visit!
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "I can't wait to come see you!" - e-mail to Em
-i am happiest when: I feel like I have made a difference in someone's life
-i feel lonely when: my friends are too busy with other people to spend time with me
-favorite authors: LM Montgomery, CS Lewis, Caroline B. Cooney
-do you think too much: yes
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Florida. Or Australia, but I think I'd miss America too much.
-famous person you have met: John Stamos. Sort of.
-do you have any regrets: Yes, but they were in God's plan, so I can't regret them too much.
-favorite coffee: caramel frappucino
-favorite smell: my pear candle (wow, I'm into pear lately)
-what makes you mad: my sinfulness
-favorite way to waste time: LJ, baby!
-what is your best quality: Well...I can read fast.
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Flown 1700 miles to meet people from online. :) (If you listen to my family, anyway)
-any bad habits: Do you want a list?
-last thing you bought yourself: the Michelle Branch CD
-bath or shower: Shower. I never feel clean after a bath.
-favorite season: spring
-favorite color: green and blue
-favorite time of day: 5:01 pm :)
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: La la laaaa!
.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: four
-do you wear a watch: yes
-favorite pants color: khaki
-most expensive item of clothing: My bridesmaid dress from MaryElaine's wedding, but I have an unfounded feeling that the yet-to-be-chosen dress for Kathy's wedding will be even more expensive.
.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: I think so
-what do they tend to be like: friendly, smart, generous, and Christian
-can you count on them: Most of them. :)
-can they count on you: I try to be count-on-able, but I know I let people down a lot.
.LAST.
-last book you read: Before OOTP, I was still working on Robert Jordan's Eye of the World.
-last movie you saw: The Four Feathers
-last movie you saw on the big screen: Finding Nemo
-last show you watched on tv: the Today show
-last song you heard: Michelle Branch, "Desperately"
-last thing you had to drink: iced tea
-last thing you ate: ice cream at Chick-fil-A
-last time you showered: last night
-last time you smiled: when I was showing Susan the pictures
-last time you laughed: at lunch, I think
-last person you hugged: MaryElaine
-last person you talked to online: I haven't chatted with anyone in forever. Probably Jessica or Shana.
-last person you talked to on the phone: the lady at Data Services who said I wasn't authorized to open a hotel, even though I've been the opening backup person for two years
.DO YOU.
-sleep with stuffed animals: yes
-have a dream that keeps coming back: Not the same dream, but there are recurring themes.
-play an instrument: yes
-believe there is life on other planets: Probably not, but I'm not God so I don't know for sure.
-read the newspaper: sometimes
-believe in miracles: yes
-consider yourself tolerant: Ooo, a touchy word, rife with meaning. I'll stay away.
-consider police a friend or foe: It depends on where you are. The Bartlett police are so bored, they'll pull you over for anything. Memphis police leave you alone.
-like the taste of alcohol: Not really. I do enjoy rum, though. And white wine occasionally.
-have any secrets: Are you kidding?