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Last night I was telling someone that he should get a livejournal, because then I would have more friends who have one. He responded that he has better things to do with his time, and basically made me feel like a stupid, self-absorbed loser. Maybe I am a loser. It isn't like I have anything intelligent or philosophical to share anyway. I just like having something fun to do, since I spend 40 hours a week staring at a computer screen. If it weren't for that, I would probably think the way he does.
I hate it when someone you care about starts slipping away from you and you are powerless to stop it. You know something's wrong between you, but anything you do makes it worse. So you have to let go without a fight. I had to do this once before, and it was one of the saddest things I ever went through. Now I'm doing it all over again. And he said I wouldn't have to.

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Last night I was telling someone that he should get a livejournal, because then I would have more friends who have one. He responded that he has better things to do with his time, and basically made me feel like a stupid, self-absorbed loser. Maybe I am a loser. It isn't like I have anything intelligent or philosophical to share anyway. I just like having something fun to do, since I spend 40 hours a week staring at a computer screen. If it weren't for that, I would probably think the way he does.
I hate it when someone you care about starts slipping away from you and you are powerless to stop it. You know something's wrong between you, but anything you do makes it worse. So you have to let go without a fight. I had to do this once before, and it was one of the saddest things I ever went through. Now I'm doing it all over again. And he said I wouldn't have to.