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[chestnutcurls]

I am so frustrated. I have PageMill now, and I'm trying to figure out how to use it. It has some neat features, but lacks simple things like SETTING A BACKGROUND COLOR, and SETTING LINE SPACING since all the spacing is at, like, 24 point font, no matter how small your actual font is. Which looks stupid.

And, I found out that I did, in fact, screw something up on Friday. No one's mad, but now I am all stressed out. I feel like a total failure at everything. Lately I have been in such a bad mood. I just want to sleep all the time. It's very bad.

One good thing has happened, though. I met the new campus minister and his wife last night, and they are wonderful. This is such a relief to me. A bunch of us hung out with them at McAllister's last night. I spent about half an hour talking to his wife, Natalie, while Evan and some other people were talking to Robert, the new minister. When everyone was leaving, Evan came over to me and we were both beaming. "It's going to be like having Les back!" he said gleefully. "His wife is awesome!" I said. We smiled at each other like idiots.

Okay, now I feel a little better. Life is not all work and unsuccessful web design. I am thankful for that.

Comments

[aardwolf.livejournal.com]

I certainly know what it's like to want to sleep all the time, but consider this. Knowing you, you probably work harder than anyone else where you work. Don't be upset about messing up... you were covering for someone else. I'm sure you did the best you could with what you had to work with ;) School is virtually out, so if you want to get everyone together to watch a movie or some cheering up activities, I'm game.

[yakk0dotorg]

I thought you were Lawson...now I'm confused... ;)

[chestnutcurls.livejournal.com]

Thanks. :) The next couple of weeks are going to be really busy, but maybe we can do something after that. And no, I don't work harder than anyone at my work. My bosses work insanely hard. I think it's mainly a case of me expecting myself to be as good as they are, when that is obviously impossible, since I have been here for 8 months and they've been here for 30 years. :)