Janie's got a gun.
Sep. 30th, 2004 03:15 pmDespite extra rest and Allegra, I think my seasonal sinus infection is descending upon me. I feel feverish - it's like an icebox in here. This morning I wanted so much to wear my nice, soft pajama pants to work. They even matched the shirt I'd already put on. Why must we have dress codes? :) I'm okay with getting sick now as long as I'm not sick at my wedding. Thanksgiving is usually one of my Kleenex holidays. I'm praying every day that I'll get to be a healthy bride...IN 59 DAYS! :D
Evan and I had a bonding experience last night. We totally stuffed ourselves at the Olive Garden and talked about all kinds of things. Then it was off to the gun range so I could learn to shoot. I had never been in the presence of people shooting handguns before, but I didn't think it would bother me that much. When we went into the range, there were several men there rapid-firing, and I started panicking a little. I kept telling myself everything was okay, but it's hard to squash the instinct of gunshot = danger = run for your life. Evan loaded up the small gun and started instructing me, but at first I was physically afraid to even pick it up. It was weird. Finally I got hold of myself and managed to fire a few shots. Then I watched him shoot for a while. By the time we left, I was a lot more comfortable with it. I felt like a wimp, but Evan said I did better than he had expected. He seemed proud of me, and I felt like I had learned to trust him even more. Also, good that I can now defend myself if I ever have to. Though karate or something would be better. :)
Anyway, I'm so glad I get to marry him. He takes such good care of me, and he understands me. A little while ago he called and said, "Did you post yet about your experience at the gun range?" Yes...a man who knows my habits. :)
I made some new icons. (Thanks for reminding me how to link, Vicky! :))
Evan and I had a bonding experience last night. We totally stuffed ourselves at the Olive Garden and talked about all kinds of things. Then it was off to the gun range so I could learn to shoot. I had never been in the presence of people shooting handguns before, but I didn't think it would bother me that much. When we went into the range, there were several men there rapid-firing, and I started panicking a little. I kept telling myself everything was okay, but it's hard to squash the instinct of gunshot = danger = run for your life. Evan loaded up the small gun and started instructing me, but at first I was physically afraid to even pick it up. It was weird. Finally I got hold of myself and managed to fire a few shots. Then I watched him shoot for a while. By the time we left, I was a lot more comfortable with it. I felt like a wimp, but Evan said I did better than he had expected. He seemed proud of me, and I felt like I had learned to trust him even more. Also, good that I can now defend myself if I ever have to. Though karate or something would be better. :)
Anyway, I'm so glad I get to marry him. He takes such good care of me, and he understands me. A little while ago he called and said, "Did you post yet about your experience at the gun range?" Yes...a man who knows my habits. :)
I made some new icons. (Thanks for reminding me how to link, Vicky! :))
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:20 pm (UTC)my MIL swears by echinacea, but I'm wary of too many herbal remedies. I prefer things regulated by the FDA. but I'm weird like that.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:35 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:47 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:20 pm (UTC)ps. this is the link you're looking for:
http://www.livejournal.com/allpics.bml?user=monalisa816
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:47 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:33 pm (UTC)My friend, Kevin, once took me to shoot in the field behind his parents house...before we went I was gung ho, but once I got there and saw the gun and listened to it being shot, I freaked. Eventually I shot a few rounds, but I was terrified. It's weird how you think you'll be fine and then when in a completely "safe" environment you still panic.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:53 pm (UTC)You're a friend of Kat's, aren't you? The "other" monalisa? :) Thanks for stopping by!
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 02:25 pm (UTC)Do you mind if I add you to my friends list?
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 02:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-01 06:19 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:33 pm (UTC)Good for you for fighting your instincts and sticking it out at the range. Sounds like it meant a lot to Evan. (-:
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:49 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:34 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:49 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:52 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:53 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:50 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 11:14 pm (UTC)Hope you feel better soon too.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:43 pm (UTC)I need some new ones, STAT!
Wow, our weddings are coming so soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squeeee*
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:50 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:46 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 01:50 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 02:05 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 02:32 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 02:49 pm (UTC)So clever. LOVE it!
(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 02:12 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 02:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 04:00 pm (UTC)*giggles*
Too cute! :)
& yum, Olive Garden. The one place I might actually feel like going out for right now :D
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-01 06:31 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 04:13 pm (UTC)And here's praying you get better soon! *hugs*
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-01 06:32 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 05:51 pm (UTC)Why exactly are you learning to fire a gun - is it for protection? Scary thought!!
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-01 06:32 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-09-30 08:57 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-01 06:32 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-01 08:38 am (UTC)Awww.....I can imagine that the gun range experience would be very unnerving. {{{{{{{{{Brens}}}}}}}}}}} LOL about karate! I agree with you there. ;-) It's a good work-out too!
Love and hugs,
K
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-06 12:12 am (UTC)Pray pray pray for wellness.
I was so lucky to get health AND weather!