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chestnutcurlsTwo nice people told me I was cool today. :)
I have come to a decision about the problem in my life. I have been reminded that if you have to cling to something with all your might, it isn't really yours. So I am going to let it go. It's amazing how people can care about you so much, and then not care at all. But when that happens, you have to stop caring about them not caring. You really don't have a choice.
It's going to be hard, but I think it may not be as bad as I'd always anticipated. I feel healthy. I haven't felt really healthy for two years. It makes me feel happy that people like me, and think I have something to offer the world, even if I'll never be able to measure up to one person's requirements. I have a great family, and a best friend who loves me even though she sees the worst in me every day. Most importantly, I have a God who loved me enough to make me His daughter. So I'm going to stop fighting and asking why. He loves me, and that ought to be enough. :)
I have come to a decision about the problem in my life. I have been reminded that if you have to cling to something with all your might, it isn't really yours. So I am going to let it go. It's amazing how people can care about you so much, and then not care at all. But when that happens, you have to stop caring about them not caring. You really don't have a choice.
It's going to be hard, but I think it may not be as bad as I'd always anticipated. I feel healthy. I haven't felt really healthy for two years. It makes me feel happy that people like me, and think I have something to offer the world, even if I'll never be able to measure up to one person's requirements. I have a great family, and a best friend who loves me even though she sees the worst in me every day. Most importantly, I have a God who loved me enough to make me His daughter. So I'm going to stop fighting and asking why. He loves me, and that ought to be enough. :)
