chestnutcurls | gathering dust on the shelf

If I ever won the lottery, I would quit my job (and get a part-time job somewhere, just so I could have income), and spend a lot of time making stuff, like this girl does. I love crafty things like this. Why don't I do them? When did I become so uncreative and boring? Even my scrapbooks are boring. That's why I get burned out on scrapbooking for long periods of time...all my books look exactly the same.

Sometimes I look at my life and wonder what I'm accomplishing. And sometimes the answer is nothing. I've yet to produce anything that's worthy of praise. I haven't written anything in years. I feel like I'm more of a burden or an annoyance to my friends than a help and encouragement. I know that I can't accomplish anything, and anything good is God working in me, but I wish I was a more useful person.

Sorry...I'm feeling bummed today.