the trouble with love is
Jun. 16th, 2004 02:07 pmLa la la. This has been a boring week. It seems like my life is all or nothing. During the months when school is in, I'm busy almost every night. Then summer comes, everything shuts down, and I have nothing to do. I've already finished four decent-length books this month. Well, next week is Emily's wedding week, so I'll have plenty of fun activities then. :)
Last night I made a big mistake. Debra called after her class and wanted to come over. It was almost 9 pm, Ryan was just leaving, and Evan and I really wanted some quiet time together. I explained that to her, and she said it was okay but seemed upset. I felt horrible. Well, she, my mom, and my brother came by earlier to take me to lunch, and she was definitely still mad. I apologized several times but she still acted cool toward me. Lately, finding a balance has been so difficult. I'm trying to make her and Kathy a priority while simultaneously paying attention to Evan, who's used to having a lot of time with me. It's also sad doing things without him, an attitude I used to find very annoying in other people. When did I become the person who wants to be with her boyfriend all the time? What happened to Miss Independent? :P (Speaking of which, I love that Kelly Clarkson song from Love Actually. She's amazing!)
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[name] Brenda
[age] 24
[location] Memphis, Tennessee
[eye color] hazelish
[height] 5'5"
[heritage] Czech, Russian, Irish and English
[last cd i listened to] Warren Barfield
[artist i have the most albums of] Caedmon's Call (five, I think)
[last time i turned on the radio] last time I was in the car
[explanation of LJ name] I was told in high school that I looked like the Mona Lisa. 8-16 is my birthday.
[last place i drove to] work
[last vacation i took] Michigan, for my cousin's wedding, August 2003
[most beautiful place i've ever been to] Lake Geneva
[year of my life i would never live over] 1989-90 (5th grade)
[last movie i saw in the theatre] Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
[most paranoid about] not making the most of my life
[the person i tell the juicy stuff to first] Evan...then my sister
[favorite drink] iced tea
[type of car i wish i had] VW Cabriolet
[dream job] librarian, homemaker
[fave pen] Sakura Gelly Roll
[countries i have been to] USA, Canada, Spain, France, Germany, Switzerland
[other languages i know phrases in] Spanish, French, Italian
[other language i would love to learn] French
Last night I made a big mistake. Debra called after her class and wanted to come over. It was almost 9 pm, Ryan was just leaving, and Evan and I really wanted some quiet time together. I explained that to her, and she said it was okay but seemed upset. I felt horrible. Well, she, my mom, and my brother came by earlier to take me to lunch, and she was definitely still mad. I apologized several times but she still acted cool toward me. Lately, finding a balance has been so difficult. I'm trying to make her and Kathy a priority while simultaneously paying attention to Evan, who's used to having a lot of time with me. It's also sad doing things without him, an attitude I used to find very annoying in other people. When did I become the person who wants to be with her boyfriend all the time? What happened to Miss Independent? :P (Speaking of which, I love that Kelly Clarkson song from Love Actually. She's amazing!)
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[name] Brenda
[age] 24
[location] Memphis, Tennessee
[eye color] hazelish
[height] 5'5"
[heritage] Czech, Russian, Irish and English
[last cd i listened to] Warren Barfield
[artist i have the most albums of] Caedmon's Call (five, I think)
[last time i turned on the radio] last time I was in the car
[explanation of LJ name] I was told in high school that I looked like the Mona Lisa. 8-16 is my birthday.
[last place i drove to] work
[last vacation i took] Michigan, for my cousin's wedding, August 2003
[most beautiful place i've ever been to] Lake Geneva
[year of my life i would never live over] 1989-90 (5th grade)
[last movie i saw in the theatre] Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
[most paranoid about] not making the most of my life
[the person i tell the juicy stuff to first] Evan...then my sister
[favorite drink] iced tea
[type of car i wish i had] VW Cabriolet
[dream job] librarian, homemaker
[fave pen] Sakura Gelly Roll
[countries i have been to] USA, Canada, Spain, France, Germany, Switzerland
[other languages i know phrases in] Spanish, French, Italian
[other language i would love to learn] French